Edward: Do I dazzle you?

So I'm a fan of...

[Taylor Swift]

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Current Location: Nashville, CO
Current Mood: creative
Current Music: Country Baby!

A posting of my lastest creations!


[1-5 Carrie Underwood]
[6-10 Taylor Swift]

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Current Location: GAC, Colorado
Current Mood: creative

Robert has always been my Edward! He's so DAZZLING!

I made these. Give credit to xoxOriginal Graphics! Thanks!

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Current Location: Forks, WA
Current Mood: cheerful

I keep this profile open to share graphics and such.

My online journal is at myspace..

You can cmt here if you need to.

xoxo Kat

...so i might more there perm. Then again a blog might pop up here now and again... xoxo Kat

... I just still dont have my own internet :(

Grrr! Stupid people sueing other stupid people! grrr! Im so annoyed! I have all these judgements about this male and female teacher case of rape... it happened at a high school that friends of mine had attended... but there are so many what ifs about the facts we actually know... and the public will never know the truth- it will be scewed however the news or other "controllers" want to spin it...

If she is guilty or not her mug shot looks awful... already giving you an uneasy feeling about her...

But what if this male is at just as much at fault?! People have sex. I know it is wrong and illegal to bed a student or a teacher but do you think while the boy was banging his prof he wanted to turn her in? If he is just a victim i feel bad...

I don't trust either horndog but the "victim" and his parents want to sue the district for providing an unsafe envoirnment!!!

The proof?
He only attended 3 hours of class most weeks out ofa three month period and claims to have spent the rest with his teacher even sneaking off campus to have sex with her... if he was unwilling do you think he would have left quitely?

One other claim is the teacher helped the victim and some of his friend change unexcused absences to excuted absenses... (Personally more students know more about hacking than teacher with passwords do... and one of my old teachers taught me how to fake her signature for passes to skip class for theatre cuz she was tooo lazy to do it herself.)

Sure if the school failed to realize he was skipping way too much class... do you really think its the schools fault if ANYONE was tampering with the attendance... And if someone could tamper with (un)excused absences -- could someone make thier own attendance look bad?

I dont know! I got angry at the story! Worse is that I will never know the truth... Not really... All "truth" will only be tampered with.

Current Mood: grumpy

My subject is what I am trying to be.. or become and its going to take a lot...

Its hard to talk in coherent words and sentances how i am feeling and what i am going through, sometimes because i dont even know myself but i know that i will be under a lot of stress for whatever reasons and trying to cope with life the way that "a Kat C" can...

in the past days, weeks, monthes, whatevers there has been a lot of up and down - possitive and negative and right now i must sleep...

BY THE WAY!
October is Breast Cancer Awareness Month... I ask you do whatever you can to suppport the many events that will take place this month... This cancer runs in my family and yes yours truely has breast that will be in question down the road... For my life and the lives of my mother and grandmothers and all who are in the dark please do what you can even if it is just wearing a pink ribbon or displaying your support... {Images for your profiles}

{feel free to send me more :)}

Current Mood: contemplative
Current Music: TV - Greys Anatomy

Arrg! Im so pissed! Everything just keeps getting more stressful and confusing! And I don't want to feel shallow as I type about it!

But LAST week was my hell week and other than no wxams this week is being just as annoying!

Oh well... (Bcoz of the change in plans 10 mins ago) I am leaving for my hometown in and hour and a half ... and I don't get to go to Brynn's wich I reall wanted to and was so happy when the first plans allowed me to... maybe the Springs will de-stress me a bit...

... plus free laundry

Current Mood: crappy
Current Music: TV - Dharma and Greg

Reasons People Have For Being Against Gay Marriage

1) Being gay is not natural. Real Americans always reject unnatural things like eyeglasses, polyester, liposuction and air conditioning.

2) Gay marriage will encourage people to be gay, in the same way that hanging around tall people will make you tall.

3) Legalizing gay marriage will open the door to all kinds of crazy behavior. People may even wish to marry their pets because a dog has legal standing and can sign a marriage contract.

4) Straight marriage has been around a long time and hasn't changed at all; women are still property, blacks still can't marry whites, and divorce is still illegal.

5) Straight marriage will be less meaningful if gay marriage were allowed; the sanctity of Britney Spears' 55-hour just-for-fun marriage would be destroyed.

6) Straight marriages are valid because they produce children. Gay couples, infertile couples, and old people shouldn't be allowed to marry because our orphanages aren't full yet, and the world needs more children.

7) Obviously, gay parents will raise gay children, since straight parents only raise straight children.

8) Gay marriage is not supported by religion. In a theocracy like ours, the values of one religion are imposed on the entire country. That's why we have only one religion in America.

9) Children can never succeed without both a male and a female role model at home. That's why we as a society expressly forbid single parents to raise children.

10) Gay marriage will change the foundation of society; we could never adapt to new social norms. Just like we haven't adapted to cars, the service-sector economy, or longer life spans...


luv it! xoxox Kat

Current Mood: sleepy
Current Music: Wake Up by Hilary Duff

Here comes the end of another unforgetable weekend and I am stuck again dreading the start of a new week...

You may or may not see me much cuz I have 4 FUCKING EXAMS this week but I will HAVE to celebrate the end next weekend ... message me if you want me! lol

Anyways I am always making tweaks to the profile and I always love messages that want me to discuss something I am passionate about -- so now I return back to the Emmys and the ball is on your court!

Current Mood: creative

Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
I want to vanish inside your kiss
Every day I Love You more and more

Listen to my heart, can you hear it sing
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change, winter to spring
But I Love You, until the end of time

Come what may
Come what may
I will Love You
Until my dying day

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you

And there's no mountain too high
No river too wide
Sing out this song,
I'll be there by your side

Storm clouds may gather
And stars may collide
But I Love You, I Love You,
Until the end of time

Oh, come what may, come what may
I will Love You, until my dying day
Oh come what may, come what may
I will Love You, I will Love You

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place

Come what may
Come what may
I will Love You
Until my dying day

~~Who wants to sing to me!?!? haha *wink* All I know is that I can't wait to visit ft. collins again!~~

Current Mood: ditzy
Current Music: "Come What May" Moulin Rouge

Yay for yesterday because it was the best day ever!!! :
First off it was the last day of swim lessons for the session and I saw two bunnies on the bike ride to work. Then I made plans with Alli and Megan to scrapbook on Monday and every song that played on the radio I liked. Plus when I was at the top of the slide I was watching 2 birds fly and one flew over the pool and literally 7 seven feet away from me, I realized it was an eagle!!! (Danny disagreed) After I had gotten my break and had gone back up they were gone but then during my next break I got to do some hardcore first aid and I was all over the accident reports (haha- if you worked with me you'd understand) After getting complimented on my report I asked Josh if I had what it takes to be a manager and Stephanie and he gave me some constructive criticism and advice :) When we were done chatting, Josh asked if I wanted to learn how to do chemical checks -- the eagles had come back and Josh confirmed that they were def. 2 GOLDEN EAGLES!!! that had been nesting in Geln Erie! Sweet, eh? Not only did I get a lesson about the pump room off the clock I also got to do a favor for the front desk staff -- hunt down a car whose keys were turned in so we could find the owner. Finally round 4 I made it home and went out to buy a cool corner shelving unit for my apartment that was only $10...
And on top of that day, Joey and I got to hang out -- Chipotle and the Manitou Arcade, were we pooled our tickets and he let me get a Nemo-like prize :)
I know I am such a nerd but that was the bast day ever!

Today wasn't a bad follow up (inservice, work until 2:30 -part of which I got to headguard- babysitting until 6:15 and possibly laser tag with Eddie and Joey tonight!!)

Current Mood: giddy

So I saw TY PENNINGTON and BRAD PAISLY at the Pikes Peak or Bust Rodeo tonight!!!!! But I'll catch up to tonight very soon!

Last night I went to Cowboys (club) for the 3rd or 4th time this summer (and I want to go every Sun and Wed nite until I move back to Greeley) and saw my pre-Kevin group (complete with cute ex boy... yes yes I am naughty) and had SO much fun. I went with Christa again but we were both happy to be able to dance with such a fun group of people (Joe, Mark, Eddie, Jamie, Roger and sometimes Liz)
But at Cowboys the PPBR guys were there promoting Pink Shirt Night at the rodeo that Cowboy was actualy sponsoring! (Heck yes breast cancer awareness! It runs in my family so I finally got my hands on a pink band -- i lost my LiveStrong one :( )

So this afternoon (around 12) I talk to my cousin Christina about other plans and she brings up that they are going to the rodeo with my grandparents tonight. I didn't get tickets with them because my parents are crazy and almost screwed it for me but luckily I was able to buy a ticket two rows behind them and people switched and let us move around into different seats. Plus there was this ADORABLE 2 year old little girl named Heather that I got to "babysit" during parts of it. She was dressed up in the cutest furry cowprint cowgirl getup! Then since the Extreme Makeover: Home Edition was in CO this week, the announcers said he had some special guests and WAA LA!!! The design team was BANG 8 rows in front of us and Ty was back getting ready to make an appearance after the rodeo! Everyone was told to stick around after the rodeo and when Ty rolls out behind a truck on a big float, is with Brad Paisly!!! The team did a whole impromptu concert in honor of the family who couldn't make it to the rodeo since they were in Hawaii while ABC was filming constuction of thier house!!!! Brad played 2 more songs after they were done fliming the dedicated song. (Celebrity and Mud On the Tires!)

SO WONDERFUL these last two nights have been! Probably the best nights I have had since the Kevin ickyness! YAY!!!

OH YEAH! I also found a great new cowboy hat for $20 that looks great on me!

Current Mood: ecstatic
Current Music: "Celebrity" Brad Paisly

...was over too soon.

Not that it was Kevin-thought-free or anything but now I get to go back to the real world...
The world that has me leaving in around 6 weeks...
The world that is tearing me to pieces...
The world with out Kevin in it...
Why did I fall for him so hard and even now keep tumbling as I forgive him over and over?
I mean I had so much fun with Abby up in Frisco and I got to get lots of new clothes but during the fireworks, as amazing as they are, I kept thinking about Kevin, in his arms, watching them last 4th in Woodland Park... and where he was this time during the fireworks... Did he and Autumn work it out? Was she with him? Or was he alone in a crowd like I was? And WHY!?!? this all had to happen... And WHEN!?!? am I going to get OVER it!?!?!

Ah Pisss!!!!! I have to go to work now...

Britney play my song...

Current Mood: crushed
Current Music: "From the Bottom of my Broken Heart" B. Spears

Lately you all need to log in to get to my messages but this is one for everyone...
This is the quote I would tattoo on my body if I were ever to do such a thing:

"Humans make mistakes, and all leaders are but human."

Pretty good for a sci-fi novel and a 19 year old girl, but sometimes even I can give a word to the wise.
So if you are hurting in any way, for what ever reason, I hope this helps you a bit.


By the way: Today was my grandpa's 90th birthday and overall it was a great family day with not much family drama... Good vibes. Plus my grandma had a wonderful wide topic talk into the late hours which ws long overdue...

And honestly as much as I am huring right now. This journal helps, talking helps, movies, stories, fun times, crying, forgiveness... Love... Everything will come in due time-- much to my dismay --and it will either be what I wish for now or it will be the best for me then...

And damn thats pretty wise for a 19 year old girl with her share of drama, drama, drama!

Current Mood: thoughtful
Current Music: Set them free, if they return, its ment to be...

So this sucks...
Limbo is were I am
I wonder if Ill find out what happened today
Then again
Is it my business?
I want it to be, in a non gossip way
I want whats best
Even if it kills me over and over inside
I wish for what I can't have
But who knows?
Wishes can come true.

Current Mood: tired and worried...
Current Music: If you love them, set them free, if they return, it is to be

Why is it
that the smallest things
trigger memories?

Things
that dont even
relate?

Things like
laying on a loveseat
turning
looking at the cusion...

Suddenly
it is my 18th birthday
his back up against the very cusion
I look at now

Smiling at me
love freely speaking
through his wonderous brown eyes

I never knew
I could love brown eyes
Yet they are perfet

Only now
they are perfect
memories.

Current Mood: nostalgic
Current Music: behind these blue eyes...

Theorys are what happens when I am left alone to think at night:


I refuse to fall into the "stuck on my couch" fate that can happen after you are no longer with the person you are still in love with and I want to go out nad have fun. I went to a party last night but i wanna go be care free with out drinking involved.
My theory is to be carefree and not get a boyfriend or a rebound... just boys and dates... Since I'm leaving again in August, I dont want to get attached and then go thru the HURT again... then I'll be at college open to dating during my 2nd year
And IF nothing sparks then I can come home once again next summer, when Kevin is free of high school (hopefully single), and try to give us a second chance.
This depends on the fact that nothing sparks for Kevin and I dunring the next year... And he goes to CSU or somewhere else close.

Thats the theory and there is nothing wrong with thinking like this. For being "behing these blue eyes" it's pretty damn logical.